Things that happened so fast, I remember every seconds of it
I wished it could all be erased, i held on to a lost hope
Gave in to all my fleshly desire, It broke me beyond the point to heal
Erase all this memories; it haunts me in my dreams,
Take all my past away, Let them burn into ashes
I’m scared to be reminded, it taunts my day and steals my night.
Did I walk in this path?
I need to forget how I came to this path
I strayed away, got lost in my present.
Now I’m living a life I left behind
It is like being bond by the chains I created,
An inheritance I rejected, now it’s the only hope that is left
Lost all strength, none to even look, Tired of searching, tired of looking
Got all the answers but still asking the questions
Wishing I could hear something different
I can no longer walk with my thoughts
It gives me the wrong prescription and tells me I’m wrong even if I’m not
A chance to feel that pain, a pinch without gain
To whom I owe nothing and all, No memories of what sun shines is
Been lost in the thick darkens, Sun has been stolen away
Even the moon has no ray, as it does not exist
Ohh where is the rain? It has been murdered
Buried in the wind? Bedridden in tomorrow
I will give anything to have it again
I seek it, when I fear it, I long for it when I dread it,
I breathe it, even when its poison, slowly giving in the last breath.